jian dan ai

it doesnt exist.
why stay in someone's life who doesnt appreciate you?
why keep doing the push when you are the one needing the push?
aint you ever tired of being there for others but no one there for you?
if so, why are you attached to a companion who does the opposite of what a companion should do?
doesnt it just seem redundant?
sighs..
i cant help but sigh.
you werent the only one caught with the deception of our relationship being in a better state.. i was too.
and look where it jus proved itself to me, wrong.
nothing to say, i have.
heartbroken i am.
you always know, your heart was on your own <3
so why force it to be with another?
so jus learn to be lonely... =)
life can be lived, life can be lonely....
now there : you should let me love you *